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I think i've found what i need.

  • May. 13th, 2009 at 2:14 AM

I'm happy. Today i found a girl, that perfectly fits me. With dreadlocks. Damn i like her. Jaw dropping beautiful. Drooling all over the floor. I never thought i'd find someone like her. Damn. Oh my fucking god. I'm so happy now i can't even describe how happy am i! We like the same things, listen to the same music. Spring - time to fall in love. Well this spring i'm going to destroy the competition. And be once again happy.

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Changes.

  • May. 11th, 2009 at 8:10 AM

A lot changed since my last post. Everything rapidly changes. My parents left to Finland. The shit about the divorce is over. I'm really happy this is over. The last month was hell. I didn't have even a spare minute to write s post. A lot of work. Now i'm working on my diploma. I've found a great friend. The designer of our band. She's really nice. She understands everyone in the band and makes cool shit. Respect. She helped us to develop our new logo. And currently she is working on the demo cover. I bought a darbuka. Nice percussion. I'm trying to learn to play on it. But it's really hard. But i'm satisfied. We managed to record a new demo song. It's quite nice. I really like it. 

Headache.

  • Apr. 5th, 2009 at 11:29 PM

This is not good. A headache again. Real bad weather. Rain. Windy. Disgusting outside. Defenetly not a good day. A new rehearsal. I couldn't play. I felt really ill. Dammit. All day i feel like barfing. No ideas. A real bad day. But there are some good news. We managed to create a new band logo. Real nice. So thats all for today. I'll go to sleep.

Tired.

  • Apr. 2nd, 2009 at 11:24 PM

All day on my feet. Running all day long. Done a lot of thing. Bought a new mic with Alex the percussionist. Nice thing. We spent a lot of time on looking out some new percussions for him. Then i came home for five minutes. And helped Roman with his baggage. Well i tired as hell. My feet are burning. But i'm satisfied with today. A lot thing done. Real nice. Satisfaction

A Sudden Rehearsal.

  • Apr. 1st, 2009 at 9:10 PM

Didn't get enough sleep last night. Sleepless again.  I don't know why is this happening. Stress, and a lot of work. But it's getting better. I actually managed to fix the front part of the bass drum. And found a way to amplify the percussion. At 12pm there was a wake up call. Dude, you're still sleeping? You've got 20 minutes to brush your teeth and to wake up. Well i did what i was told to do. By the way. I bought metal shop, bass and collectors classics for my PODxt Live. i'm really satisfied with them. Real nice sound. Made up a new distortion. Great. So back to earth. In 20 minutes came the drummer and percussionist. And we played 2 hours non-stop. We came up with some great ideas. And this time there were no conflicts. And no arguments. Just pure work. This was really nice. Tomorrow i'll help Roman with leaving via train. He has got a lot of baggage. I'd better go sleep.

Weekend.

  • Mar. 31st, 2009 at 7:59 PM

This weekend was hardcore. We tried to to make a studio out of our rehearsal room. Well the idea was great. But we encountered some serious problems. The first was trying to keep it quiet. The second is the front drumhead.  We somehow managed to kill one bolt. And this didn't  help very much. Bass drum is untunable. This really angered everyone. And we started to scream on each other. Our drum set is 10 years old. And it is worth 250$. So it really sucks as much as it can. So this try was terrible. But at least we recorded the drums to one of our songs. My good friend is leaving tomorrow. To his hometown. This is sad. Really sad. But i know that he will come back. But only at summer. The dude really became a part of our band by just helping us with arrangements. Roman is his name. The most brutal and straight person i've ever met. But intelligent and calm. So we move on.

Everything with the band is good enough. New schedule of the rehearsals. 12 song ang 2 covers. A work nicely done. But our bassist left due to a technical reason. But we got some nice vocals out of the drummer. never thought he can hysterically scream. Soon i'm buying a new Line 6 cabinet. And were getting some new percussions. So things aren't that bad.

 

Hatered.

  • Mar. 26th, 2009 at 11:37 PM

What is hatred? I hate alcohol. Can't stand being drunk. It's dumb. Nothing good in this. No creative mood. Only senseless aggression. I prefer weed. It's much better.  A creative mood. And less damage to health. I hate many thing. For me hatred is a way of despising something. I despise alcohol i hate alcoholics. I hate pop culture. And i hate most of all disbelief in the words you say. I will answer to my words. To every fucking word. Hate is an inspiration. Hate is good. And hate i evil. Choose what role hate will play in your life. 

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Home Studio.

  • Mar. 25th, 2009 at 11:20 PM

I always wanted to have my own amateur home studio. My dream. Is now reality. Today was the first try to record something. It ended quite well. I never thought that my vocal sounds this way. Much better than i thought. I really like the sound. Fucking brutal. But my clear really sucked. I even blushed. Well this sunday i'll try to make a track. I hope it'll be good. Well atleast i tested my iMac. It was worth it. My clear vocals come out with an 50% chance. I don't quite understand how to sing clear. The main question is about the drums. I don't think that the drums will come out well.  Anyway it's worth a try. I can't believe i actually done it.

Today was i nice day. I woke up and gone to my university. 20th century literature was todays discipline. i really like it. And Intellectual law. I hate intellectual law. It sucks. Real boring. But somehow i survived it. Long way home. Snow in the face. Windy. Fucking bad weather. I hate it. Came home all wet. I hope i don't fall ill.

 

Nice!

  • Mar. 24th, 2009 at 10:10 PM

Good day. Woke up. Turned up the volume to maximum. Slayer. What a great start for a great day. I love Slayer. One of my favorite bands. I've always been a fan of Slayer. The first time i heard Slayer was when i was 13 years old. Since then i loved the band. Fast, evil songs. The vocal of Tom Araya is perfect for the music. For me Slayer is the best thrash metal band. Been on the Unholy Alliance Tour. It was fucking great. Even bought a tee. Came back really beaten up. I slammed the best i could. Slayer live is awesome. One of the most evil  bands i know. All day a good mood. Thanks to this great band.

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Why?

  • Mar. 23rd, 2009 at 6:33 PM

Why does everything end. People leave... And regret that they left the rest of their life. Sometimes i wander where are my ex-friends now. Is there a life beyond? I think... There should be something. Maybe a next life. Maybe blackness. What is a dream? Very rarely when i sleep i see a dream. But sometimes the events of my dreams happen on the next day. In perfect details. This scares me. We use only 10% of our brain. What would happen if we used 30%? Many things we cannot explain. And even more of which we don't even know. One of those questions why do cats stare at nothing and then run the hell out of the room. Why can't i sleep on a full moon. So much unanswered questions...

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Rehearsal.

  • Mar. 22nd, 2009 at 11:32 PM

What a great day. Real nice. Our drummer left early morning. All the others said it's senseless to play without him. Hell yeah it's senseless. We rehearse at my place. So all the band members stay over night. Our band is called Soul Eclipse. We play deathcore with an alternative influence. Guitar, bass, drums, percussion, vocals. All day i played brutal death with my friend. Damn i was tired. Never had i played so much. My fingers are burning. 4 hours of shredding. But where the fuck has the drummer gone? And why the fuck did he turn off his cell? He had to meet his sister. Why didn't he tell us? It really fucked everything up. Sad. Sometimes i really want to beat all the shit out of our drummer. I hate when such situations occur.

No money.

  • Mar. 20th, 2009 at 4:50 PM

Fuck the economic meltdown. I've got no money. But that's really easy to fix. But this is quite a journey. Have to go to the other end of Moscow to my bank. And get some cash. And party. Friday, people! Well today is not that bad. Sunny. Spring at last. It fills my heart with happiness. So many thing to do. A want to see the green. I'm really tired of the cold and snow. I love spring. It's the best season. The birth of life. Somewhat a resurrection after the death of winter. But no snowboard. This sucks. I'll really miss snowboarding. But there's one thing that really kills me. I'm single. Just broke up. But i try to see the positive side of this event. She was a bitch. Move on. Thing are getting better with the band. I play in Soul Eclipse. As lead guitars and vocals. We doing great stuff. With the new percussionist. So i'm off!

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Intro.

  • Mar. 20th, 2009 at 3:29 AM

Damn! It's so hard to get used to Live Journal. Everything is different. And so complicated. Well i'm happy to be here. If someone can help me out. And explain everything, i would be very grateful. Well this is my first post. So i'll say this. Stay fucking brutal!

Originally i'm from Finland, Oulu. Currently living in Russia. It really sucks here. Hard to live. No metal. Russians do not quite understand metal. This is very disappointing. But you get used to it fast enough. I need to talk to europeans. Or i'll go fucking mad here.It's so hard living in a different country. With people whom don't understand. Moscow in full of filth. Rotten from the inside. Every day a hardcore survival challenge. St. Petersberg is all-right. A nice city. People in Russia are nice. But never trust them. This is an another world. Damn! I never thought that everything would be so different. A little intro to my life in Russia. I spend a lot time at home. (In Finland) But Most of the time i live in Moscow. Sin City at it's best.

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